Woe is me as I lay here crying, for I have started a video game I may not finish. Maybe I’m afraid of what will happen to me after I finish the game. Or, dare I say it, do I fear success in the game world? No, I’m sure I’m brave enough.
In truth, I must slay a mighty dragon, return a princess to her throne, return her crown that an awful thief absconded with and take out the garbage. That’s why I can’t play yet. When I’m done all that, then I can play my game and tend to my vegetable patch.
Sometimes I feel like all I can do is tend to my digital garden for a couple of minutes. I think the zucchini is ripe, and I’m excited to see it come back next year too. The tomatoes look even better than I could have imagined.
I’m not sure when this game is over. Maybe it’s after the land becomes barren and infertile. Maybe it’s after the soil seems parched, dry, crumbly under foot and returns to dust.
No matter when the game ends, I vow to keep my joy burning brightly in the face of dark days. I will finish this game even if it takes 1001 days.
Most of the fun is in the journey, not reaching the destination 🙂
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You’re right.
There is something joyful about reaching the end after putting in hard work too.
With this post, I aimed to write whatever came to me about taking a long time to finish a game. I was thinking about how to capture that in writing, especially the initial discouragement and possible hopefulness.
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Your great post summed up exactly how I feel with Fallout 4 right now, haha. It’ll be rewarding if I ever finish it. 🙂
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Good luck! 🙂
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